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3月17日 乘车 星期一晚上去学琴,因为要开会,出门的时候天已经黑了,然后匆忙坐上3路赶去琴行。3路还是一如既往的绕阿绕的，一向懒得去记路，于是让售票员阿姨到了叫我。一路上开过松江，发觉自己是如此陌生于这个地方，也许是因为从没有试图去了解它，只是固守于这个小小的大学城，这个让我待四年的大学城。
“百润发到了、汽车站到了”，车上的人也越来越少或者说那些人越来越来“松江化”，车上的车下的都陌生起来，开始有些莫名的紧张。下了车，不想再叫师傅出来接我了，于是自己穿过那条小路。其实不那么确定那条路对不对，只觉得那路很小很黑，思维开始了跳跃，心中默念“不要走错，不要走错”，手中越发抓紧那把guitar。反正都到这份上了，只管低头笔直往前走，突然前面有了点亮光，我傻笑了一记，悼念一下自己刚才那跳跃出去的思绪。
那天的风特别大，mp3里放着sting 的the shape of my heart。师傅说那首歌给他一种战后一个男人站在废墟上的感觉。我听着这首歌觉得人会变的很勇敢。 3月11日 Finding 3 weeks of the term have passed, there are so much time of myself that I can control not like the time during last term. So I use and distribute it rampantly.
Watching "Silence of the lamb" alone at night
Playing basketball alone at gymn
Picking guitar alone at the store
Learing French with my friends
I collect each piece of touch in my life.They are in the music ,in the movie ,in the ball and in everything.Desire to find warm that can surrender me and protect me.
Time goes with each passing day and never waits for us. when you intend to grasp it ,it falls out of your palm. At that time ,you come to realize you are merely a grain of sand in the beach. Controling yourself is am impossible mission ever facing a breeze. I have so strong the feeing when confrontating the entrance examination to high school. So many difficult problems have been in existence and I can not handle them obviously. But you must be brave ,for they put too many efforts and hopes on me. The responsibilities calls for a brave daughter and repaying ther love . So I refuse failure and sense of fear and move forward step by step. Another time is his leaving. At the sight of his back I knew he would not come back any longer.What follows is waiting,infinite waiting day and night. Tormenting myself as a way of punishing myself. Remembering each details, requiring any information of his and doing nothing only waiting. Oh my god, what a lowly girl !
Frightening to losing some part of that lovely girl gradually utill the whole,so she go to
collect any touch still existence in her life. Finding the original one. |
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