Relook the film of LOVE ACTUALLY, and touched again. The world is full of love, full of warmth, full of care if we are willing to give all of them. Endeavour in finding the moment of touching in the past ,at the moment or for future of my life, hoping to be granted the power.

      Still remember this scene of the film. A reserved man loves his good friend’s wife a long long time ago, in the guise of disliking her. One day the girl knew the truth by a coincidence. She was surprised or even shocked. The guy is too shy to say LOVE. When Christmas was coming,  he came to the gate of girl’s home. Prepare a sets of boards to tell her what he was thinking.

The several boards says as follows :

   With any luck by next year

   I’ll be going on with one of these girls (some girls on the board)

   But for now let me say

   Without hope or agenda

   Just because it’s Christmas

  And at Christmas, you tell the truth

  To me, you are perfect

  And my nested heart will love you

  Until you look like this (photo of an old woman)

   Then they smile and the man left

   And then a kiss ,and then that’s enough

电影里说：at Christmas, you tell the truth. 其实每一天都应该好好珍惜。微笑、兴奋、失望、落寞、意外、伤心……记录每一份心情；班级、寝室、体育部、中心、篮球队……融入每一处的氛围；爸爸、妈妈、嘉嘉、媛媛、罗平、还有我可爱的室友们……体会每个人的温暖。不要刻意等到某个时候才去寻找幸福，因为只要你愿意，这一刻开始幸福已经在了。

这段时间无数次被“相信”这首歌感动。那天在国际金融的课上听着这首歌，和媛媛发着消息，放肆地开始流泪。流泪不是因为自怨自艾的情绪，是觉得大学一路走来，得意过失败过迷惘过庆幸过，原来长大如此不容易。一直在努力往前走，虽然最近的脚步有点缓慢有点沉重，却把以前的脚印看得更清楚了。

对父母，交流少了，关心不够。以后回去不看电脑看他们，嘻嘻。对室友，真心喜欢的。虽然我们4个截然不同，但正好互补起来，阿拉额风水也会好起来答。对体育部，菲菲回归了，会来开会会布置任务会找回那份激情。对中心，那么那么多不舍得离开的人和事，鑫鑫、大黄、罗平还有每一个家具每一个摆设，还有那个你们的昵称“钱夫人”。篮球队，貌似又2、3次没去了，翟翟小鸟他们快走了，要抓紧一起的时间了。还有好多好多，嘉媛的支持，俪芸的谈心，洁哥的咨询，虞的联络，夏小姐的kind，还有你，那个让我长大不少成熟不少的你。以后我的大学生活，你的大学生活还有我们的生活，都不会“可悲的连一点回忆都没有”了。Never make promise lightly。所有这些提到的，没提到的，都构成了我美丽的生活。